im sad because i dont know how to help you. and every time i try i just end up making things worse.
i guess it sort of stung when you said it doesnt make you feel better when people believe in you. i dont know, maybe believing in people means a lot to me and its sort of nyek when you said it didnt make you feel better when you’re one of the people i believe in most.
im sad when things arent going well for you not because i pity you, its because when you’re unhappy, sad, or stressed, im upset too. dont think its pity cause its not, i only want you to be happy and do well.
i’m sorry i was all needy before, i realise that doesnt help when you’re as stressed out as you are. my bad.
this has been a rant. hahahaha. if you see this, its just for venting, not to make you feel bad or anything hahah :)
<3 i hope you do well. still the first doctor im going to call, so you BETTER DO WELL TO KEEP ME ALIVE MKAAAY THANKS





